B.28.Q.

Lots of new things.

Lots of expansion.

Lots of love.

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spectralsuggestions:

i like the concept of soulmates—not a “you’re destined to meet me, and love me” kind of soulmate, but a “i’d pick you, every time.” kind of soulmate. a “no matter what happens, and what has happened, i want to go through it with you.” kind of soulmate. a “i love you by choice, and you’re a blessing, and i’m going to continue thinking about you this way not because i have to but because i want to.” kind of soulmate. a “you help me rest easy when everything is difficult” kind of soulmate. a “in every possible outcome, i want you there, to share it with me.” kind of soulmate.

Am I the bird?

Am I the cage?

Am I both?

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A recent photo of Haris and I

What a wild time this life has been so far

I never anticipated love like this

Growth like this

Joy like this

Existence like this.

love:
“Goodbye First Love, 2011 dir. Mia Hansen-Love
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love:

Goodbye First Love, 2011 dir. Mia Hansen-Love

borderline-suggestion:

am I actually ok or am I just numb

pain.

I haven’t been on here in a while 

a lot has happened lately.

I haven’t really been able to process.

a lot has happened lately.

I haven’t really been able to cope.

a lot has happened lately.

I haven’t been able to articulate.

a lot has happened lately.

I haven’t been able to let myself feel. 

a lot has happened lately.

I haven’t been able to communicate.

a rape happened.

joekeerys:

that quote from love, simon “these last few years, it’s almost like i can feel you holding your breath. you can exhale now, simon.” hit me so hard. it’s so rare to find a line that so perfectly describes what it’s like being closeted and how scared and isolated you feel. i can’t even put into words how important this movie is to me and i’m so glad the lgbt community is finally getting the kind of good representation we’ve always deserved.